w a y w i t h w o r d s

the biggest jihad

2012-01-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

ALHAMdULILLAH, IT WAS A GREAT DAY! STARTED MY HEALTHPOINTE TODAY AND ALLAH PERMITTED SOMEONE TO SHARE HER PROSPER WITH ME , HENCE CLOSED 2 CASES. FELT A BIT TIRED TODAY AND FEW HOPELESS THOUGHTS GONE THRU MY MIND... BUT, YA , WHY CARE, WE CAN ALWAYS PRAY AND PRAY FOR CALM AND SERENE FROM HIM. AGAIN PRAY TO GET WHAT WE DESIRE FROM HIM IS MUCH BETTER THAN TALKING TO OTHERS EXPRESSING WHAT WE FEEL AND WANTING TO KNOW THEIROPINIONS... OWH GOD, GRANT ME SERENITY AND CALMNESS IN MY DAYS AND NIGHTS. ALLAH, ALSO PLEASE PROTECT US, OUR FAMILY, OUR FRIENDS AND RELATIVES. AMIN.

when this moment of the night comes...

2012-01-03T01:21:00.003+08:00

everynight... when we the moment we switched off the light... of course im not gonna talk about the making love part... i just love this moment...
a moment when i lie down on our bed in our bedroom overlooking the dark night sky with full of stars and moon shining brightly... this is the best moment of the day after waking up in the morning before subuh... but this moment is my favorite moment in my day... evryday...

Lying down beside the person i love, the person I cherish my love with, the man i talk about everything, the person i hug without having to put on reasons, the person makes my day perfect with full of imperfections...

this part of my day is called GRATITUDE... Being grateful of my life no matter how bad my day was, but this part of my day is something i look forward to everyday everysingle moment...
Its a moment where i open up my journal and write the things i talk only to my self...
Its a moment when i take the deepest breath to say Thank you lord for the day, for the love, for the opportunities and for the rezeki.... Everything...
Its a moment when i hug my husband and with full of love and i just love the sense of it...
its a moment when i smile to the stars and the moon and its only between me and the sky... only us know the secret of our conversation...
its a moment when i look at my vision board in front of me on the wall and told myself its gonna happen soon...
Its a moment of full of hope of a better tomorrow
its the perfect moment to feel that its a perfect life...
Im content.

Thank You Lord and I love you Lord,
Nite!

love,
daiSy

mandi petang :)

2012-01-02T18:50:00.003+08:00

salah satu tanda saya bercuti ialah saya mandi pada waktu petang!
Owh indahnya mandi pada waktu petang dengan cahaya matahari samar2 masuk ke kamar mandi!
mandi pada pukul 5pm adalah nikmat!

i feel relieved
i feel sexy
i feel happy
i feel free
i feel good!

definitely be in my home :)

sunlight in the bathroom!!!!

owh my.. and this is overlooking awesome great view! subhanallah!

inysAllah...

love,
daiSy

DEar 2011....

2012-01-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

DEAR 2011,
when you were approaching me last year, I was busy preparing for my wedding and learnt something about life...
I made a list to do and to achieve and shared with a couple of people and here how well you treated me :)

I wrote in my to do list:
1. to get married and have my dream beach wedding with my most beloved man :) nurul amri
2. to go for a honeymoon in APRIL 2011 o NEw Zealand, why April coz the cost will be cheaper :) after summer
3. To hop job, to resign from GSK and join better company.
4.to meet great people everyday and they love me.
5. to make more and more and more money
6. to buy my first, second and third property
7.to generate more and more and more passive income

HEre what you gave and how you fulfilled my year
1. yes we had a wonderful wedding, on top of that a lot of great people attending our wedding with beautiful dresses and smilesSs :)
2. We postponedd our honeymoon to January 2011 and supposedly now we are already in NZ but you gave me a greater deals; Hongkong Senzhen Free Trip and USA San Francisco Vegas TRIP :)
3. I not only quit GSK but I resigned from corporate world! and be in the self employed quadrant which ive been thingking of how to for sooo many years :)I am now put in a wonderful associate, Al Isra Associate that polish me the internal and external me :)
4. I meet great people every day now and I attract more great people.
5. I was granted Hidayah to cover my hair in my hijab and i feel so happy calm and contented :)
6. Didnt get any of my property, but hubby did :)
7. oh my passive income! tell me about it, my business now is giving me a great source of passive income :)

My life changed so much this year! something life 250 degree... and im glad thankful and grateful for this.
In order to get something big, uve got to be ready to leave something big in your life, thne you wil get not just big thing but WAYYYYYY BETTERRR things.
Gos knows best, and wev gt just to trust in Him.

Allah, thanks for listening, i learnt the word redha better this year :)

love,
daiSy

if we could only,,,,

2011-12-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

paperwork paperworks!
when i decided to build my career in insurance company, i prepared mentally that im gonna get used to doing a lot of paperworks, yet it does not change a thing in my decision!
Tonight i was reminded to check all my receipts from eating alone to 100 personbills, hotel bills every single thing since i started doing this business. well, my head spanned thinking depply where are those,,,
sokay, will do something about it tomorrow!

tonight I learnt about respect!
Hubby was playing dota and I was enjoying Kettle Chips beside him asking what he's doing and when he said watching dota games in youtube I was doing Hmmph sound. And found that he was not happy about it and apparently ive been making those sounds thousands of time. This reminds me of RESPECTFUL core in life.

If we could only respect other people's opinions,
If we could unlearn and relearn and learn,
If we could smile more and sigh less,
If we could accept more than disregard,
If we could only love...
love everything around us, everyone around us,
wouldnt this world be a better place to live in?

Im sorry God for prejudging and complained. Im sorry. Thanks for giving a whole lots of varieties in this life. I love you!

love,
daiSy

reason and results :)

2011-12-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

someone came to us today asking for some advice on which job to take, which is better and more worth the time investing in?
In our conversation, I learned Reason Vs results...
we tend to look at the grass is always greener on the other side, our competitors perks are much better than us, our friends bosses are friendlier and more sporting and our boyfriends grandmother is prettier than ours...
well, to choose whatever we do in life, the key is to focus on what we want and work on our attitude and discipline.
Waking up in the morning are challenges for everybody in this world. Who would prefer to get up than wrapping ourselves in blanket at 530 am? or even 6am?
well, in order for us to get th prize, we need to pay a certain amount of the price. pay the price and ull get the prize. if wecant even fight with ourselves to get up in the morning, how can we fight in life. how can we be a fighter in this world. you can choose either to be an army or a soldier, a soldier or a fighter, a fighter or a warrior?
we only get to live once, make the best out of it, so that you know if you die tomorrow, uve done things u wanted to in life and not following what others ask u to...

if you need to fight with yourself on getting up in the morning,

set the time you wake up not the time you sleep. no matter what time you sleep, you set the same time to wake up.

success people give results while failures give reasons

night!

love,
daiSy

sanggy chollie:) on a wonderful sunday!

2011-12-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

Wow after 4 years, im still a sanguine choleric woman! :)
Its just i scored more choleric this time :)
HAd a wonderful Sunday get0together at home :) With kak yus, Pika,Pulah, Inaz, and Izzat, of course hubby is around! I intended to cook some meals and invited them only for lunch, but we ended up having so much of other things instead till maghrib. Cooked Nasi tomato, kurma ayam, daging hitam and kalia sayur. :) and Pika made caramel pudding. After the desert and mint tea, we had coffee and Pika and kak yus wanted me to show how to make choc cake :) I decided to share Mom's Classic Recipe and 110% total expectation, definitely it was lovely and the best cake ever! AS we enjoyed the taste fresh from the steaming oven! Slightly crispy on the outer layer of the cake and moist on the inside! Gosh! LOVELY!
In the mean time Pulah was trying his skill on the drums and hubby was helping him out fixing the dos and the donts on playing drums. and Izzat was happily playing the all men game DOTA!!!!! hubby was also beside him all the time to laugh and roll!
We had great time get together as we talk about dreams and stuff. We planned to do it again as well as do our dream board and dream scrap books :)
While talkign about the 4 temperaments of personality, I showed Inaz the website and here is my latest results!
Im still A SANGUINE CHOLERIC and scored the same for MELANCHOLY AND PHLEGMATIC. 4 years ago, I had zero Phlegmatic, but now, i increased my PHLEGMATIC score and be more peaceful person. Here is my results, checkidout whats urs! :)

The Sanguine / Choleric

The sanguine-choleric is the most extraverted of all the temperament combinations. With the addition of the choleric aspect, the optimistic, impulsive, fun-loving sanguine becomes more adept at follow-through, taking significant leadership roles, and juggling many projects without unduly sacrificing productivity. This temperament tends to be a happy combination of charm and decisiveness, creativity and analytical skill, friendliness and focus.

Your ability to connect with people balances out the domineering and relentless temperament of the pure choleric. You value relationships highly and make friends easily. You are insightful, enthusiastic, and affectionate; your sanguine capacity for dealing with people, combined with the leadership skills of the choleric, make you an excellent manager of people. You are also capable of constancy, dedication, and serious undertakings — though at times you may have been underestimated, due to your often humorous and light-hearted manner. You not only are capable of creative inspiration, but also you will find within yourself the persistence and drive needed to carry out your inspirations.

The bad news is that, if intellectual, human or spiritual formation is seriously lacking, this temperament blend can exhibit the worst of the two temperaments: overly talkative, brassy, opinionated, loud, rash, swift to jump to conclusions, and forgetful. If intellectual depth is lacking, this temperament mixture can become superficial, bossy, and intolerant. The high-spirited humor of the sanguine can become biting and hurtful when combined with the unforgiving, vengeful nature of the poorly formed choleric. If pleasure-seeking and impulsivity are not contained, the sanguine-choleric may wind up with a lax conscience that justifies his weaknesses, ultimately resulting in habitual sin. Easily captivated by exciting new projects or opportunities, the sanguine-choleric should watch out for his tendency to come up with great ideas, put everyone to work, and then drop the ball when the project gets tiresome. On the other hand, the natural generosity flowing from the sanguine temperament will commit him to many good works.

love,

daiSy

Life is not always roses and rainbow

2011-11-19T16:46:00.003+08:00

Dalam kita bersangka baik padaNya, disitulah, datang ujian yang paling dalam. - Yusliza Yusoff-
Subhanallah what a great statement, It was taken from kak yus, one of my great mentor thats been coaching me in business and spiritually .
Subhanallah, When we are sharing with others our great energy with great intentions, this is when God will test us whether we are just preaching or we are preaching and putting a show in life. Do we walk the talk or we just talk talk talk and talk.
Friday, I was entertaining a few people on the power of believing. How believe can change the results in evrything you do.
Someone called me and asked:
' kak diyana, can you give me some words of wisdom, tips, techniques and perhaps transfer some evergy to me, to closed some big clients this week'?
Prudential closing for this year is on 24th December, this is the last day to submit proposals and to grab whatever promotions that Prudential is offering in 2011.
So, I was sharing with this guy, you know what, forget all the tips andtechniques, and please do focus on your believe. Is you goal relationship is synchronized with God's inspiration in your heart? If you are still struggling with your believe, i told him to take a day off and work on his believe. Believe comes first, Believe stands first before anything else.
If you think you can reach the top of the mountain, you might, but if you believe, you WILL and you are going to be there, SURELY!
and Believe is something that everybody is struggling with each and everyday.
To the ladies, you always think you want to get married, but you always end your sentece with a but, so no wonder you are still unmarried.
Guys, you keep on saying you are getting you business right, no wonder you stop halfway because you dont believe in your statement and even in your doa.
After talking to him, I went fro an appoinment and got a call from my biggest client saying that he needs to call off his proposal. I was stunned and speechless for few minutes and start thinking of the solution. This was so unexpectedly shocking.
And I spoke to kak yus and she reminded me again with the top statement.
And now, I understand it totally.
Things happen for a reason, be it good or bad. Sometimes to throw us a lesson, sometimes to make us ponder and sometimes its something that we attract everyday.
Well, Im just an ordinary human and learning everyday. I was not talking for few hours and now , I understand, When we understand the reason why God put us here on earth as human and not as plant or rambutan, we will do the right thing no matter what, but when we forget our purpose thats when Iblis and syaitan lead us to do things against our morale.
InsyaAllah.

love,
daiSy

a thank you note for you...

2011-11-16T09:11:00.003+08:00

Such a great morning here in KGPA, calm and quiet morning with a good breakfast, cold shower after an hour and a half self reflection morning walk session at TTDI Park.

Alhamdulillah , I turned 26 at 3.47 am , november 16th 2011.
Thank God for letting me survive in my mom's womb after a whole lot of struggles between the sperm and the ovum.
Alhamdulillah for letting me grow in the womb step by step, from one phase to another and yeah till the day I was delivered. Thank you also for the strength you gave to my mom and dad to go through the emotional phases in 9months. Thank you for letting me growing up in a beautiful family with great siblings filled with a lot of loves. From the day I was born till the day i turn 26. Thank you God for your love that you've been showering me from one day to another.
Thank you God for listening, for the guidance and for the strength you granted me untill today. Thank You. Thank you God and I love you so!

Thank you Diyana. Thank you for surviving and being strong from one thing to another. Thank you Diyana for being ambitious, positive, cheerful and happy person. Yes sometimes you had this emotional tantrums, but I still love you very much. Thank you. Thank you for always wanting to do more in life, always learning and keep learning. Thank you Diyana, for being open to whole lot os positive ideas, Thank You. Thank you for loving people around you be it the who who loves you and the ones who does not. Thank your for appreciating people around you and able to express your feeling to them. Than you for always wanting to improve and also giving smile to everybody in your life. Thank you for being strong and being able to decide thing you want in life, Thank you for having the courage and doing your best at "walking the talk". Thank you for opening your heart to great things in life and for believing in God's miracle. Thank you for your love, sweetheart, thank you, I love you.

Thank you everysingle organs in me, Thank you. Thank you skull for protecting the brain and thank you for doing all the thinking. Thank you for being so cooperative with others. Thank you hair for protecting the skin and the head and making us look great! even tho sometimes you are messy i still love you very much hair. Thank eyes for seeing all the beauty in life and looking far :) Thank you nose, eventho youre a bit crooked i still love you and thank you for breathing and filter all the dirts from getting in. Thank you mouth ,tongue, lips for chewing and tasting great food and helping in so many things, sorry i sometimes brush you too roughly to take care of the breath, but i love you so. Teeth, im sorry i sometimes said you are too crooked, Im sorry i drink too much coffee and gets you yellower now but i love you so much. Thankyou throat for swallowing and esophagus for doing the rhythm to the whole colon, thank you colon the big one and the small ones for making my day a better day after you chewed everything and let it out. Thank you face, cheek , you are so beautiful that makes me confident in life.
Thank you neck for holding the head and shoulders for carrying my heavy bags everyday. I know it hurts you sometimes, Im sorry. Thank you hand, elbow finger for driving me to work, playing tenning, swimming, and protect me. Thank you. Thank you fingers, for typing this letter , writing , cooking, baking and touching the people i love Thank you. Thank you stomach and everything inside it, pancreas, liver, heart, appendict ducts everything, thank you. You are the engine in Diyana and youve been driving and performing super well. Im sorry sometimes i put junk in you, I promise i put better things in you. Thank you so much for working so well fro 26 years i love you so much. Thank you vagina :) you are the cleopatra :) thank you clitoris and thank you the urine duct, for peeing and always work well. Thank you the back hole for letting me pass stool easily everyday and makes me happy everytime :) Thank you thighs, and the whole leg for walking so much in my life. Im sorry stomach and legs, i always says you are big and not nice, now i love you and love you so much. you are beautiful, i love you. thanks Knee for bending when needed and feet for stepping each steps in life. I love you . The finger, toes, thanks for protecting me. I love you Happy birthday to All of you :) Thank you, Im sorry for all these years if i ever hurt you, Please forgive me, I love you!

Alhamdulillah, im still breathing :)

love,
daiSy

you cant seek happiness, just be :)

2011-11-15T01:45:00.004+08:00

Something I learnt today, when we prepare the day before it arrives, that day will be sailing so smoothly :) and today went so smoothly and calmly with results.
The mindset of 'tomorrow is gonna be a great day' does work and its best when you even visualize what do you want to happen , it will definitely insyaAllah.

Spoke to a lot of people, during making calls for appointments settings,blitzing and prospecting and also those people who had and arranged appointment with me,

Also, would like to congratulate a couple , very sweet couple friend of mine , who has already confirmed pregnant :)
i cud see the happiness between these 2 lovebirds, and i really am so happy for both of you :)

I love my job as I will, want, and always keep in touch with friends that others wont too... Building relationship and see people grow is something makes me happy too :)

somethings in life we should celebrate and be happy for it!
the best way to be happy is to lower down your expectation towards others and also cut down your terms and conditions to make yourself satisfy. just be happy! you cant seek for happiness, just be :)

night!

love,
daiSy

there are things in life that cant be questioned.

2011-11-13T19:10:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah another friend has been solemnized this weekend, hana and irwan :) The wedding was beautifully done :) And the great group of friends were all there to celebrate with the bride and groom.
Thanks to him for helping us out as our EMcee on our wedding day in LonePine :)

Alhamdulillah while walking in to the house, A lot og things were playing in my mind.

Since yesterday actually, after Wak Wahid's Funeral, had a lot of thoughts on random things. Especially on death and the day after, the life in Masyar , The Siratulmustaqim Bridge, everything. The things i caught from the bacaan Talkin was

" QURAN ITU IMAM MU"

Subhanallah, everything in life has its own solution and everythings are in the QURAN, and we are the Umat of Nabi Muhammad SAW, The prophet that da'wah Al QURAN... Subhanalallah.

And After Maghrib prayers just now, something made me ralized, I have a lot of dreams and things to achieved and at the end of the day, what do i want to have? What do i want to really achieve? Will God notice me at Masyar? When all of us are brought back to another life, will we care about each other or we are all busy takingcare of our good and bad deeds. Will our deeds take care of us?
Another thing, most of us care so much of what other people think of us, even to make decision most will think what will A think of me, what will B and C say, will this feeling still exist when we are in Masyar?

If no, then why do we still need to have all those feelings here in this life?
Its SUPER UNNECESSARY... Subhanallah, thank you Allah for this thought.

love,
daiSy

ya udah happy aja! (little big things #2)

2011-11-10T21:19:00.003+08:00

ya udah happy aja!
Had a long day in Putrajaya with no on the spot results and of course I was drawn in that emotion for awhile..
Had a full presentation to 3 doctors, and a few opening presentations and yeah, no results as if for today..
Well, do i care? yah of course i do! I have a month before 2011 year end!
Was I panic? Yes of course I was!
But did i manage to control? Yes alhamdulillah finally i managed to!

Remembering Auk's word from Awareness Before Change (ABC) camp in Janda Baik, She told us to always give love to everything we do and we face. Be it positive or negative situation.
And combining with Hoponopono concept, theres always a reason why we as Muslim are asked to berzikir all day. Well, Alhamdulillah Allah granted me the awareness of my not so positive emotions today and, realising it, I started to clean myself and my situation to get back my energy.
And Alhamdulillah, Im now back in the game!

Well, Something to share today is:
Whenever something not so good happen to us, theres always something we can do, experiment this:
- Keep sending love to whatever it is, U can say Thank you Allah, I love you Allah, Im sorry or even say it in arabic or any language you prefer :) Astaghfiruallah will be a good start and subhanallah :)
- And Accept whatever situation that youre in, be it positive or negative, eventho the situations ure in make u cry out loud ,accept it that its still okay and its not the end of the world, be glad that Allah make u realize your own emotions :)
- And then get yourself out of the situation, something like , try to WATCH YOU and YOUR SITUATION from outside . Like youre looking someone else situation, you will definitely find a different view and perspective.
- And the best thing is, you realise that, it is actually nothing compares to what you desire to have. Its just a mere small thing that you can handle and things are really GREAT.
-After all that, start visualising , a perfect situation that you desire and wish to happen.
-Visualise with a smile and high believe in Allah SWT.

Allah Maha Kaya, maka mintalah apa sahaja yang dihajati kerana hanya Dia Sumber Rezeki kita

InsyaAllah

love,
daiSy

the little big things #1

2011-11-09T01:05:00.001+08:00

she , she taught me to be patient with the kids... and when you have doubt, keep creating fun things or conversation with them..
untill she is comfortable with you, she wont even smile...but in her eyes, her eyes are full of hope that lives happiness in her..
subhanallah :)

night

love,
daiSy

hari raya aidil adha :)

2011-11-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Husband and I made our journey to and fro penang -KL :)
ITs our first time celbrating together as husband and wife! we celebrated hari raya aidilfitri in Pilah and this time we went back to my mom's place :) was so excited!
The trip was simple and decent except that we went to Bukit Bendera on a day before raya :) had fun with the nieces and nephews, my loves :)
the must have session with mama abah and asyap was a bit more decent as we had it at home. Hubby was bit really feeling well so we settled our days at home talking eating cicah-ing biskut with nescafe and heart to heart talking :)
Im grateful for those moments

On our way back to KL we were talking about hoponopono technique, releasing thechnique and all the other things weve gone thru in life, i had a nap for around half an hour to 40 minutes and the other 5hours we spent talking and talking and talking! laughing and hugging... hehehhe

okay then, its time to zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

love,
daiSy

MONDAY morning inspiration

2011-11-01T00:29:00.003+08:00

yeah! Golfing! Well, been thinking about taking up Golf Classes to experience new sport and to widen and expand my network :) I never thought to start Golfing, but lately my heart is open to it and Im becoming so excited to start this new hobby!
Well, of course I should do the preparation to start up with my new hobby or sport, yes Im on my way there now.. :)
So, Yeah today was great, started with a very refreshing lari2 anak session at Taman Tun with Myra :) So glad that we decided to do it more often now as It really makes us feel so much better through out the day!
Bathed and lepak at KGPA for a while before shooting to Putrajaya.
Delivered Policy to one of my doctor client, did the explanation to her on her retirement plans :)
While explaining to her, another surgeon who were about to sign up last month jumped into our conversation and was so excited telling me about a house he found, a very good deal semi-D... considering to get it and he asked me to come back next week to sign up his retirement plan :) Alhamdulillah InsyaAllah rezeki Q4 ni :)
I then went to PRecint 4 for a lunch appoinment with an old friend and she did sign up for herself and considering to take for her newborn :)
I then shoot to Damansara to discuss with another Dr , and it was again a great news! Alhamdulilah :) Had a bar of cadbury in DSH and I then went to the curve to have tea with a FB friend that knows most of my friends, had a talk .. a long talk actually , I was listening more and understanding more his situation, and feel ok that he did not sign up yet. :)
Will meet up again in December!
I then went to the curve Surau and met a lady with 3 kids, she was asking about an education plan for her newborn son, and we exhanged numbers :) she is a very lovely lady working at plaza sentral, insyaAllah rezeki next week.
I then went down to get a new Pashmina from an Iran's booth, but dropped by at MPH bookfair at the Centre of the curve and MET guess what, MY old rooma mate with her mom and sis!
Thats when i saw 3 for RM10 magazine and grabbed GOLF and YACHTING magazine and also bought her a BRIDAL GUIDE magazine as shes getting married next year :)
Did recommend her to buy Why men marry bitches and she took it, hope she loves it!
We then waved goodbye before i continue my pashmina hunting! and yeeeha got my new pashmina and again, this owner of the shop asked for my namecard to know more about investment plan and again we exhanged contact number!

What a wonderful easygoing day God has granted me! Im happy and real Thankful for these moments!

Came home and we made chappatti and curry for dinner with hubby :)
done my quotation and ready to bed :)

a note was written months ago :)

2011-10-30T22:10:00.001+08:00

Ahamdulillah., the ball is rolling again :)
Perkataan Alhamdulillah dan syukur saja is not enough to picture what i feel on what God has granted me and husband since beginning of the year.
Syukur ke hadrat ilahi, everythings are getting better, we are meeting more and more great people and great things...
And paling syukur tak terkata, Alhamdulillah for the guts of getting out from all my comfort zone, not knowing whether things are gonna be great.

Just a bit of sharing here:

Kadang2 dengan kesibukan tugas sehari-hari kita selalu terlupa tentang "the root".
kadang2 kita sibuk berlari kesana kesini, dan sibuk berdoa padaNya untuk memberi hidayah,
berdoa dan berfikir bagaimana untuk mendapat petunjuk dunia dan akhirat,
dan terus berfikir, sebenarnya jalan nya ada di depan mata kita...
as a Muslim, every time we pray, its a must to recite al-Fatihah in each of our Rakaat, but do we all embrace the meaning and understand it word for word?

AL-FATIHAH

[1] Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
[2] Pujian bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam.
[3] Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
[4] Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari Akhirat).
[5] Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan.
[6] Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.
[7] Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang dimurkai ke atas mereka, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat.

Al- Fatihah adalah doa terbaik untuk kita dalam sehari-hari. As long as kita fahamkan maksudnya :)
---->Tunjukilah kami JALAN yang LURUS, iaitu JALAN yang kau kurniakan NIKMAT kepada mereka dan bukan jalan orang-orang yang dimurkai dan bukan juga jalan orang yang sesat.

InsyaAllah :)

Love,
daisy

And I still remember another reason me resigning from my fulltime job!

2011-10-30T01:50:00.002+08:00

While I was walking thru the isle in PWTC today and saw a Book booth, The title of this post reminded me when i had a glimpse of a SALES book :)
I cud still remember when I was still working with GSK as a Senior Professional Medical Representative which also can be translated to SALESWOMAN or SALES REP, I was really ambitious that I vowed to myself to be the best Salesperson ever!
Well Im really ambitiou about what I wanna be and when it comes to planning for the future, so what I did was, I started reading lots and lots and lots of books especially books thrown by N21 and my husband to me to improve in each and every single things on me, on my career and also on sales technical skills.
I cud still remember when i was trying to apply what I learnt in books and seminars in my day to day sales calls, there were always a WRONG moment of technique that I did that my boss or manager wont approve doing it! It was so frustrating when you were trying so hard to actually make things better and yet people who stucked in the company for more than 5years had more authority in speaking from their experience thingy! It was so sad knowing some of these people who thought they know everything and they decide tostop learning!
This reason did strengthen my decision to resign and have my own business. Not having anyone to dictate what to do etc.
Alhamdulillah I love my new career now, and my new team is REALLLY GREAT! we learn everyday and help each other sincerely here and Ive learnt a lot of things here that i wont get if im still working for somebody! So im really grateful to GOD for guiding me to this way
Alhamdulillah

nite!

love,
daiSy

ILMU on Saturday :)

2011-10-30T00:24:00.004+08:00

It was Saturday and yeah it was my First time to an event by MII, Bumiputera Life Insurance Business :)
This happens when you prioritize to find and find and find more knowledge... Nothing will deter your from your goals.
I was contemplating to go or not to go to this convention as I was planning to be back in penang for appoinments or having appoinments in KL, But Somehow when i woke up this morning something was telling me to go and I will definitely regret if i dont show up.
I dig my piggy bank for the fee and drove myself to PWTC.
The moment I reached PWTC, I was surprised by GOD to know that Ive got a free entry as someone from Kelantan didnt turn up. IT was really meant for me to attend it free and yeah, LEarnt a lot of things! lots and lots and lots of things and Im so glad I attended.

Some of the stuff we learnt are saying
I love you I thank you Im sorry is very powerful
Always say thank you God for giving me ABCDEFG, eventho ABCDEFG has not come yet.
Choose your friends, not all friends are worth spending too much time with, especially those the energy suckers.
Success People do what others dont :) They usually will go against the current and choose the road less travelled by :) They are not easily influenced and They focus on the goals never on the obstacles.

I have to say here, what makes today or this event special was not only the seminars but actually the PEOPLE you mingle with today!
Got the chance to lepak with celebrity in the business, Rosli Mamat, Adie Muzhafar and Niki Shuhada.
http://www.drniki.com/index-home.html
OMG , can you believe it She started doing Unit Trust in 1998 and her first year comission payslip was RM 1 000 000, yeas baby its 1million RM comission per say!

a lot of things energize me and i drove home silently in the car thinking of a lot of things!
all in all, PRIORITIZE MASJLIS ILMU as it will bring you a lot of goodness! InsyaAllah :)

what a lovely day of my journey!

2011-10-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

It was a great productive Tuesday of my lovely journey to my financially Free at 30 :)
Started my day with preparing breakfast Croissant sandwich for me and hubby. Missed the jogging session with Aza and Efie as I guess my subconscious mind set to sleep a lil bit more on tuesdays.
Had a healthy nice breakfast, vacuumed the house and did the laundry, the bed and mandi! Since i started to cover my hair, i tend to wash my hair daily as im concern on my appearance inside and outside as im meeting people 24/7
At 11 , off to one of my dermatologist in Kota Damansara to share with her on her retirement and ROI (replacement of income ) concept since she has a very quick progressing bussiness. My intention was just meeting her letting her know that I resigned from GSK and started my own business and preparing her childrens education plan, but we ended up talking about her retirement plan and she was so excited that I got married and gave my wedding present on the spot. Her own brand anf formulation grapeseed lip balm which im sure cost quite a bit. Im so touched and happy and she really made my day! :)

She reminds me of how I love this business so much that I can never expect the unexpected things happening in my life! People that never thought will buy and trust me are buying and helping me in the business and people i thought day and night of buying from me, never bought.
But shud i care? YEs i care about their life and backup plans, but our fardhu kifayah is to create awareness and its up to decide.

Im glad and syukur Im in the right business and in the right team at the right time :) Im grateful to Allah so so much! :)

a laughter that makes my day....

2011-09-11T08:42:00.002+08:00

Hello Subang Airport!
And Hi the New Highly Energetic Diyana! :)
I have been very very very grateful for everythings happening to me this year, a year of prosper, a year of great happiness and a year of beginning a lot of great things :) Alhamdulillah.
And for this, there is no one else to thank, Im grateful to born Muslim so I have strong hold in life.
Things had been great so far, since I got married, Rezekhi came in from Him more and more.
I left GSK calmyly , no one cud believe it, from there HE again granted me the ease in building my business and the courage to go out everyday to educate people, Alhamdulillah again.
After a whole week of busy Hari Raya Celebration and a full week of break, I found a bit challenging to start my daily routine a week after the break...
The focus was not really there and I was not really sure what I was doing...
I become homesick and started crying to kak yus and husband saying that, i missed mom, i missed home... Overall, God actually sent me a weird feeling that makes me wanna go home so badly... But of course, being me , a choleric sanguine melancholy, I would not wanna do something in a sudden as time is very valuable for me, appoinments, weddings and a lor of other things.. but I did not understand why the feeling was so strong that really pushed me to do something. and after considering and talking to Hubby and kak yus, i realzed, sometimes, we pray, we ask certain things from God, and obviously he cant talk to us... so He gave us feeling or we call it instinct that we can feel in our deep heart that, u need to do something and not think too much about it...

I have NO regrets at all, going back home, eventho its only a a short trip, I found what i was looking for!
In my very busy routine days, i actually FORGOT my love language, my main priority in life, things that really important for me... and this trip made me realize that, this is it... why am i willing to work o hard? to take all the risks??? its all because of only one reason, one MAIN reason, which is
FAMILY
this is my hot button, i am willing to do anything for this main reason.
I went home, I hugged mama, I kissed her, I rubbed her hair, talk to her in her eyes, walked with her, shopped, cooked, gossip-ed ,asked fo her advise, listen to her..thats just a perfect weekend for me! Absolutely perfect! And also, had a great quality time with my brother, asyraf, my beloved younger brother that im closest to in the family... I have been wanting to spending time with him and listen to him, and Finally we did it! This added to my perfect weekend trip! We had ice cream trip, breakfast, watching football, Arsenal Game, laughing, i love him so much!
And Abah was always there and always there to talk to me! Me and abah are like bestfriends in life!:) we talk about life, business, dreams and goals!
and for this, I thank Hubby for always being understanding for letting me to have sometime alone with my parents and family :) He is a perfect perfect gift from God :)
And He made me cry even more when he said, Sayang, when we reach our goals, lets have two main houses, in Penang and in KL, so we can spend 6months living in Penang and 6months living in KL :) and we hugged :) Sometimes, I feel that god is being so kind and too nice to me...
And I feel so bad for not doing what he is asking diligently.. Im sorry God and Im thankful to you... for granting all these great moments, decisions, chances, opportunities, great people, family, and open up my mind and eyes to greatness :)

After this trip, Im more focus, I know what im fighting for, i cant wait for monday to turbo-start my month and yeah, achieve my next goal, insyaAllah

love,
daiSy

Important PAUSES in life

2011-09-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah...
Im so excited tonight as tomorrow will be the first time me going hometown withouthaving to tell my boss, without having to mintak cuti :)
I had a very missing my mom feeling this evening! I was even cryingto hubby saying that I miss her...
Sometimes in life, when we are chasing for goals, chasing for what we want, we need to also find a PAUSE...

a PAUSE firstly for God, Allah maha Pencipta dan Penyayang... He has been granted us with a lot of Rahmats Happiness and its our time to actually give back time to Him

secondly PAUSE for your spouse... Very important, having quality time together recharges every single cells in your body :)

thirdly a PAUSE for your Parents...
Just imagine from day 1, they have been tatang minyak yang penuh to us, so spending quality time with them listen to what they have got to say, even somtimes they repeat stuff, a smile and a hug will make them feel appreciated.
And , as we grow older, we didnt even know how long will our parents live in this world.
Never be a person who regrets at the funeral, not having enough time to visit or even talk to them...

fourthly a PAUSE for siblings...
because when we unite we produce greatness...

Finally a PAUSE for close friends and family

InsyaAllah, with all this PAUSES, our life will become more balance, and we produce a better person with great results to the family, friends, community , religion and Nation. :)

love,
daiSy

hidayah itu milik Allah SWT

2011-09-06T21:47:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah , kini aku semakin faham apa yg dimaksudkan dengan hidayah itu milik Allah...

Hidayah Adalah anugerah dari-Nya... yang paling besar dalam kehidupan...

Dan banyak lagi yang ingin ku pelajari...

Maka, Janganlah mencaci-caci orang yang tidak elok perangainya, budi pekertinya dan pemakainannya... siapalah kita untuk berkata...

Dan Allah SWT sahaja yang dapat memilih kepada siapa dia Ingin memberikan hidayah..

Hidayah dari Allah juga datang pada dia yang mencari hidayah...

Dan juga hidayah itu datang dalam pelbagai bentuk dan perasaan..

Maka apabila dihadirkan hidayah itu, rugilah kepada insan yang mengelak dan menangguh-nangguhkannya...

Sentiasalah bersyukur padaNya dan meminta padaNya supaya dikurniakan hidayah dan ditetapkan iman... kerana perkara yang paling ditakuti ialah apabila seseorang itu dikurniakan hidayah dan ditarikbalikkan hidayahnya..

Dalam surat An Nahl : 93 ditegaskan lagi oleh Allah SWT :

“Dan kalau Allah menghendaki, niscaya Dia menjadikan kamu satu umat (saja), tetapi Allah menyesatkan siapa yang dikehendaki- Nya dan memberi petunjuk kepada siapa yang dikehendaki- Nya. Dan sesungguhnya kamu akan ditanya tentang apa yang telah kamu kerjakan.”

Orang-orang yang dikehendaki Allah untuk mendapatkan hidayah adalah mereka yang membuka hatinya kepada hidayah, yang membuka akalnya kepada kebenaran, yang mencari dan menerima manhaj Allah dengan ikhlas dan jujur, dan tunduk kepada agama-Nya dengan penuh ketaatan dan penyerahan. Mereka inilah yang akan ditolong oleh Allah untuk mendapatkan hidayah, diantarkan kepadanya, didorong melakukan dan ditambah keimanan dan petunjuk mereka di dalam kehidupan ini. Tentang mereka ini Allah berfirman :

“Dan orang-orang yang mau menerima petunjuk, Allah menambah petunjuk kepada mereka dan memberikan balasan ketaqwaannya.” (QS Muhammad :17)

Ya Allah, bimbingilah kami, kurniakanlah kami hidayah yang berterusan dalam segala aspek dan tetapkanlah iman kami, Ameen.

p/s: if interested boleh baca more on hidayah here : http://kajianmuslimah.wordpress.com/2008/03/24/hidayah-allah-swt/

just sharing, insyaallah

love,

daiSy

Hari Raya 2011

2011-09-05T20:43:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, pertama kalinya Allah telah memberi aku serta husband the chance to beraya at inlaw's places :)
Alhamdulillah juga everything went well and everybody enjoyed each and everydays!
Kuala Pilah gave me new experiences, I married my dream guy with kampong, my first time beraya di Pilah dengan suasana kampung ya amat! Dengan lemangnye, dodolnye, rendang, kayu api, masak lomak, the accent, and everything homemade! Omg! and the people there are awesomely nice :) I enjoyed myself to the max and syukur Amri's family take me the way i am.. hehe
The driving back to Penang on the second raya was so fun as we also had Fakol, my brother in law in the car singing all the way for 6hours non stop. Traffic was okay and it was a real new experience. we even had whatsapp chatting group " First time beraya at inlaws" :p and prudential group :p

Balik penang and ya we makan jalan makan jalan makan jalan! good to see all the familiar faces and kenalkan husband to them. Built relationship with mostly relatives and also attended a friend's wedding and here husband got to meet most my penang and georgian friends! :)

at home, im glad that my routine things to do when im back was done!!
Antaranya, ialah minum nescafe tarik and nescafe ais buatan mama! makan kapitan, sembang heart to heart with mama and abah and asyraf!!! a must must must!!! :) spent time with them! Also, sleep with aisyah, my niece, hug adam! and talk eye to eye with them! Not to say im biased to only these two anak buah, but really , im closer to both of them than the rest.
and then Luqman, along (ammar), angah ( sumaiyah), sarah and aiman came in.. :)
Im glad and syukur to have such wonderful family! Great aunts, uncles and cousins!

Next year semoga dipanjangkan usia,
akan adanya gathering besar2an di rumah! Im planning for raya 2012 :) insyaallah

amin

love,
daiSy

Malam Terakhir Ramadhan tahun ini, 2011

2011-08-29T02:43:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, sempat juga menghabiskan Ramadhan tahun ini, but then again deep inside of my heart feel the pain that Ramadhan is leaving us very very soon.
Well, Time flies, and its out of our control, even if we embrace the feeling or dont really bother, time will still fly as fast as it is always be. Nothing much to be said here , but then again, im sure ill remember this Ramadhan for the rest of my life as this ramadhan is the most significant ramadhan in my whole entire life to date. :) Im glad, happy and grate ful for this experience.
I celebrated Ramadhan first time as a wife, as a daughter in law and brother and sister in law
I also celebrated Ramadhan this year as a self-employed and a lot of total great changes had happened to me. My relationship with people matter to me improves in this Ramadhan too.
Most Importantly, im not sure whether this is called hidayah, but I hope it is, Alhamdulillah , the greatest gift from God to me is to get this very different feeling to make me sit and bow to him at my lowest point.I see life differently and Im glad for this.

Im now in Tanjung Ipoh, Kuala Pilah, at in laws place... thinking and thanking God for everysingle things.

To the readers, Selamat Eid Fitri and MAaf zahir batin, Sorry for all my wrongdoings secara sengaja atau tidak sengaja. Diharapkan Ramadhan ini menjadikan kita a better person :)
Jemputlah ke rumah, will do our best to prepare good food for u guys!

Love,
daiSy

Barakah Ramadhan :)

2011-08-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah dah 22 hari bulan Ramadhan tahun ni!
What i can say here, pertama kalinya perasaan gembira menyambut Ramadhan dan sebak teramat sangat bila Ramadhan dah nak habis. Especially sedih sangat bila 10 malam terakhir ni, masih tidak dapat menunaikan ibadah sebab tidak suci.
Allah telah kurniakan sesuatu perasaan yang sukar digambarkan disini.
Syukur dia juga mencairkan hati ini yang keras untuk tunduk, patuh dan berubah ke jalanNya. Sesungguhnya hanya Dia yang memegang hati ini dan hanya Dia yang dapat membolak-balikkan hati hambaNya.
Ya Allah, aku sesungguhnya bersyukur yaaaa amat padamu kerana kau telah kurniakan hidayah dan petunjuk jalan kepada ku.. sesungguhnya, jagalah hati ini. jagalah iman ini dan jangan lah sesekali kau menarik kembali hidayah ini .
Dekatkan aku dengan orang-orang yang beriman dan yang dapat memimpinku ke jalan yang benar di dunia dan akhirat. Amin

love,
daiSy

My First ever Marathon Experience!!!

2011-07-31T02:27:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah!
Since2008 Ive been writing on my blog to start experience marathon on my own! and today is the day i did it! :) 5km shape up night putrajaya Run for 31 minutes!

If you are one of my blog follower, u will know ive been wanting to do marathon since 3-4 years ago! Marathon running was in my every year list and finally, i Decided this year is the year! 2011 is the year that ive done things i dont or never used to do in my whole life! and i reall FEEL GOOD about it!

So, here I was, Running full fl-etch of 5km! :)
The run started with us, Me, Fariza, Nadia Razak and Moon, in queing at second row after the Start sign board talking and joking to calm each other! We were waiting for the Gun Shot marking the run starts! While waiting , we shared experience, laughed, sing a long and did the countdown! Moon, as a second timer was reminding us to time our run so we know what and where to improve in the next run! I was the one who were really nervous because I did only 2.5km training since the last 1 1/2 months! I was really busy building my business and i seriusly have no time to train! I was telling them, dont wat for meas ill be one of the last runner!

When we heard the gun sound, everybody was running to overtake everybody, and here i was, taking my own sweet time as i knew i wont be competing much on that night. My mission was just to complete this run! As i was running on my own pace, i cud see after 500m, a lot of people who sprinted, started walking ... around 50% of them did! I was surprised and kept running at my pace.. slow and steady! I started the run without my earphone on as i could not focus my breathing with loud music... After around 2km, I was pushing myself hard, I needed music! i needed motivation, i needed words i just needed to scream!!!
I started to browsing songs while running and the song by Jimmy eat world- The Middle came in! I stayed with the song for the next 3 km!!! the only taught i had in my mind was, Im gonna tell people , I made it by not stopping aven for one minute! And My brother advice was always in my head, Kak na, never stop , because when you stop it will be very hard for you to start running and all u do is keep stopping and running and stopping and running!
I was singing the song out loud and told myself keep going keep going ... dont quit dont quit! its only 5km!!!!
The last 1km was the most challenging!! Icould not really fight, i nearly stopped, but Fariza rescued me! She tapped pn my shoulder with full of hopes in her eyes and said :" jom!!! sikit lagi!!!!" I thanked God for that! I then kept running at my own pace till i see 150m to the finishing line! a lot of people started to sprint, but i just kept my pace and guess what???? I did it!!!! 5km and 31minutes!! amazing! Earlier that morning, i was doing 2.5 km on a treadmill at 30minutes... And here I was surviving!!! 5km at 31minutes!! :) so happy! the feeling was awesome!!
MARATHON TAUGHT ME TO MANTAIN YOUR OWN PACE AND NOT TO SPRINT!!
A lot of people who started sprinting end up walking to the finishing line!

I love the company, the energy, the adrenaline rush and Im so gonna do it again! even tho my body is aching now!

So peeps, Do what you feel like doing, good to analyze before making decisions, but try to minimize it as you will end up wasting your time thinking and now acting at all

love,
daiSy

Finally Im Free!

2011-07-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Friday was my last day and yeah, had a fruitful Weekend interms of Business and Family time!
Only going to improve in visiting inlaws!

Tomorrow is Monday! and Im feeling so happily different as I will not expect any calls from GSK :)
and I can go anywhere i like and do what i wish to do...
Well, yes, I have not retired from working , but i retired from having a boss!
Im still working, but working for myself and earning for myself!

Insyaallah, with the believe in God, I can really feel the different.
In my opinion, having my own business brings me closer to God and Im Glad, insyaAllah dapat keep this forever :)

Happy monday everybody!